Thursday, April 05, 2007
Usually I am sooper hyper at the start of the day and start to get moody and tired at the end. The whole vicious cycle. So don't make me hate you, though I try to smile and apologise all the time it doesn't mean you can say whatever you like.
Words said in anger, are just not powerful enough compared to silence.
YYY
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6:22 AM
The words our dearest conductors Mr Wong and Mr Lum said,
On stage we would be the best, no matter what mistakes made.
Confidence and the trust they put into us,
Tears dropped while we cleared our fears.
Without the makeup and polished instruments,
We filled the stage with emotions, breaking the silence.
Under the spotlights and the audience's glares,
Tears dropped but we knew we gave our best and nothing less.
Proving ourselves to the school, to everyone,
Not letting our seniors down, with what we done.
Tears dropped once again,
but now in the midst of smiles and no longer of pain.
We are a little group, little community, little family,
Sorrows we shared and now more of glee.
We shall work together towards the next gold with honours,
Gold with honours, from now onwards, always will be ours.
YYY
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1:35 AM
Monday, April 02, 2007
' ~ ' Mun Weng and I were crapping during class time. I was saying " Hey you, psycho nut." Then she proclaimed that she was not a psycho nut but a psycho raisin. LOL. And she named us the healthy foods people family. :D. Sorry someone don't be jealous):
Not looking forward to tomorrow, have to wear that seaweed-like costume again. Okay, it's not that bad I guess. Only that when Si Yuan saw the pants, she yelled "SEAWEED". So whenever I think of myself wearing the costume, I feel seaweed(:
Great week ahead! Cause friday's a holy-day(: HOLYHOLY!
YYY
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4:36 AM
Sunday, April 01, 2007
(:the love, Masuda Takihisa♥. &Influenced by YUgeeeen. ^^SO CUTE SO CUTE.
Saving money for Ayumi's white and black ballads P: costing a bomb! People support Ayumi Hamasaki too okaeee:3
YYY
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3:03 AM
Saturday, March 31, 2007
Not in the best of best moods these few days):.
): CCA, hw, assignments, grades, exams, you name it.
Don't feel like talking all of a sudden.
YYY
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8:31 PM
Thursday, March 29, 2007
Surprised how we came up with the CID report. It's 5 pages short though. Some bian tai groups came up with like 15 pages, 8k worth of words. Grossssss or what!
Need loads of practice on Physics, I scored 12/20 for the latest mini quiz -.- shoot me, someone. It's not even an A2 ):!!
:DKristie is out from hosp!!!<3 miss you many many!~
YYY
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6:23 AM
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
It's only when nearing the SYF date that I felt we had a common goal to achieve, that everyone is working towards it, together.
Stepping in as the first,
Will we emerge as the first too?
只剩下六天了，大家一起加油，一起争取属于我们的东西吧。
To learn history is tough. To write history is tougher. (:Fret not, we will attain the glory that belonged to us in the first place.
YYY
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5:33 AM
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
Get well soon Kristie dajie from your fever and flu and what not!(:
Miss you loaaaaaaaaads, percussy needs you):!!
Get well soon darling Stella from your chicken pok(:
Lols if I happen to become spotty I know why.
Get well soon junior Jia Wei from your sore throat(:
Your voice sounds sexy, don't worry. xDGet well soon anyway!
& uhm all in all, get well soon all the people out there who are sick(:
YYY
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5:34 AM
):I'm getting sick of the Mud and Clay drama series. As much as I would have wanted to stick two fingers up and proclaim "World Peace", I just could not swallow everything I see and vouch I would not suffer from an upset stomach. Shoving people down to their knees, to aid your climb up the ladder. Glaring at people who "obstruct" your way, then trying to rub some "talent dust" off them. If that is so, yes it will make you nearer to your finishing line but also nearer to the finishing line of your friendships with the people around you.
Your attitude and ego is equivalent to social suicide. Then again, no one really knows how much you value the "importance" of your goals and targets, probably it is everything to you. So much so as that you have to hurt the people around you.
YYY
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4:16 AM
Sunday, March 25, 2007
Feeling kingdom, queendom, raaaandom.
The squeals and cries of children,
At young ages, death they were to face.
A fate they have not chosen,
Reduced to smoke in the chimneys and gone without a trace.
The cold the hunger the seemingly endless torture,
Of sufferings the victims dared not mutter.
Living for oneself forgetting those once held dear,
Blood is no longer thicker than water.
Read Night.
by Ellie Wiesel.
&in search of every other reason just to see you.
YYY
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5:26 AM
Gee I'm sooper-ly bored. Need something to occupy my mind or I will start thinking about funny stuffs or rather stupid stuffs. Sighs.
YYY
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12:44 AM
Saturday, March 24, 2007
Cut my fringe in the bid of doing something new. Also using pink, the colour, in my new blog skin. Just had the sudde urge to do new stuffs, struggling out from under the heaps of homework. (:Luckily I did all my homework in school on Friday.
Going to the doc's later. :/Prepared to be chided. Haha because I just realised the sty has gone worse, going to get blind :D. -.- Worse thing is that I have to wait about one hour to see the doc because its too crowded thre. So much for forgetting to apply medicine eh. The stupid January's problem): that's a nong nong time ago (you can do the math).
P:One good news, my comp's back in shape xD going to download all my games all over again<3!
YYY
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7:53 PM
Friday, March 23, 2007
I was made to go seven rounds round the track. When I merely exceeded the time limit (15minutes) by 17 seconds for the weekly six round torture. -_-Who in the right mind would bear to see such tortures being carried out upon poor students D:. All in all, running should be banned(x.
Take care Kristie dajie, get well soon! XXOO.
Today there was this meet the parent session and my mother was told how I forgot to pass up my math assignment. Twice. *dig a hole and bury me in!*
Dearest Philemon's my tutee. I'm a failure. Hahas.
YYY
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6:49 AM
Thursday, March 22, 2007
If I wrote a letter to #$%^&*( this would be it.
Dear #$%^&*(
Why on earth did God even make me meet you. You childish, immature, unfeeling, insensitive ass. Leaving the height factor out, I don't see how you stand out from the crowd such that you get to shun your responsibilities and avoid at all possible times work being passed to you. You and your non-chinese crap. Are your ancestors not chinese? Did you not learn chinese in the past 14 years of your life? What is your grudge against chinese, so much so you refuse to speak or write it when the chinese project is being graded. So sorry it's my fault for being in the same group as you.
Even after admitting your chinese handicap, you refuse all help given. WHAT'S YOUR DAMNED PROBLEM?!?! When people offer you help, don't you appreciate it? It is fine to refuse help but after refusing help then you know you can't cope. What next? Wait for heavens to write you a report in your place? Did you not listen to what the teacher wanted for our report? Did you even bother to listen to others and step out of your miserable world? What else does your world revolve around other than maple and more maple? In the very end, it is not my request how your report should turn out, much less of teacher's request. It's more of reflecting what type of person you are and I finally realised no one can change your indifferent attitude. So sorry not even you can help yourself anymore.
After letting yourself down, please do not let the human race down. With your attitude and of other supposedly skills you have, I believe you belong to a better race, a better race of your own. One of the basic requirement of your race, of appreciating your language you clearly overshot the expectations. Since you condemned the language and believe so persistently that you cannot speak or read or write the language, much less master it, I believe you belong to a better race, don't you. So sorry I am not up to your standard to belong to the same race as you.
Laughter is the best medicine, no doubt. However I don't see the difference in you and someone in the asylum because no one in the right mind laughs for no reason, unless following the crowd. As for your case, your crowd might consist of you, you, you, you, you and you. Sorry again, I overlooked that point.
Yes I can keep apologising to you, but if you wish the entire world to keep giving in to you, perhaps you should stay in the world of yours and never come out.
Jolly well go lock yourself up in your room and laugh to yourself and die in there of hunger, if not laughter. Since you don't care, I don't see why I should. You should shoot yourself dead to lessen other people's misery of having to work or talk to you, to lessen your parent's burden of having to take care of a child who is not grateful for his past, to lessen the number of people on Earth to create more space. Or should I say, your presence actually makes no difference to me, perhaps also to anyone out there.
Sorry to all readers that I had to waste space on my blog to write a letter. I just felt the need to create a better definition of what is wasting space on Earth.
YYY
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4:51 AM
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
Learning to love music.
Learning to enjoy performing on stage.
:DHoping we will not let RV down, we will get back what is ours in the first place. Getting back what rightfully is ours. Getting the Gold with Honours. The going will get tough but we will work hard together(: Just 18 more days, we can do it!
Latest fetish:
drawing on floor tiles.
YYY
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5:09 AM
Saturday, March 17, 2007
Have not done English speech! Funny how I rather procrastinate than getting started on it. Lols.
TSK young man look into the mirror for goodness sake, what gives you the right to criticise others. Come on, not as if I want to see you too at the CIP right? Not as if the whole world revolves around you and you alone. -.- Why am I wasting space here trying to complain about you. Arghs.
YYY
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8:04 PM
Thursday, March 15, 2007
Sudden urge to do loads of things. I'm becoming more and more weird by the day. :/Don't know why, don't ask me. Fetish for green and brown to skirts and earrings. What's next?
?randomness
Do you hear my child, the whimpers,
With each swing of the cruel arm,
The pillars of nature fall ,one after another.
Do you smell my child, the blessings,
Blossoming out of each stone creek,
The little buds gone, once denoting spring.
Do you feel my child, the rays,
Without fail spreading warmth upon Earth,
Cloud shrouds now towering over, blocking away.
Do you taste my child, the bitterness,
Speak not a word of death's arrival,
With each bite drop a tear, growing fears.
Do you see my child, the cruelty,
Life's tracks always end at dead ends,
The sealed fate of each life, accept graciously.
YYY
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10:52 PM
If this computer was a test of my patience, I would have failed it. D:Say, very irritated. I think computers and apparently all electronic devices bear grudges against me for god knows what reason. The old computer of mine just konked out in the start of the March holidays. Tsk talk about bad luck. Then realising only now I have this computer to use, this computer takes AGES to just load a webpage. Back to the primitive times, it seems.
3E class outing wasn't all that fantastic because of the heavy rain which ruined everything. Glad to say my mood wasn't dampened:D totally high throughout the night and started to speak in that chinese accent, influenced by Dabi &Peggy. We spent most of the time at the start at Rita's house, much to my surprise Mr Ong was thre(:. After the rain stopped we decided to go down to try to BBQ :/ and the only thing I ate was the cake that Mr Ong sponsored for the January, February and March babies. Then Eugeen's dad gave me a ride home ^^ because my dad decided to leave me on the streets. Naw just kidding.
Went to Border's to buy books. :DBought The Wave and The Memory Keeper's daughter. Devoured The Wave in hours and the other book, seems to thick for me to chiong so I decided to only start reading it after all my homework is done.
Speaking about homework, I have english speech to prepare and math constellation star too.
Today is 2B class outing day. :DHoorays at least 16 people turned up. Not bad already ok, having in mind that everyone else have their own little private stuffs. Well Eileen and I met at supposedly 2pm to buy Pei Xian's present and at the same time found out that Pei Xian suddenly had something on and cannot make it for the meeting at 3:30. At 3:30 part-there-of of 2B went to watch Blood and Chocolate, which the guys claim as Bloody Chocolate. Thought it was going to be well, bloody and really scary, it turned out fine. Just a little show revolving around werewolves and more werewolves.
Last CO practice RVCO went to SCH (Singapore Conference Hall). It is soooooper cold D: but was too worried about the whole rehearsal to even bother to complain. Before that Bena and well all the percussion members were telling ghost storiesD:. Better not say them. Hm I better go memorise my scores more thoroughly lest I forget them on the actual day and well practice more. :/Will try harder to make more actions *throws my face away*.
Loads of things to talk about. But uhm off I go to slack :Dbyebye
YYY
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7:30 AM
Saturday, March 10, 2007
words of the day
A psycho path and a mental nut = psycho nut :D
):The science fair thing was horrid, being totally owned by Hua Chong. -.-First three places = Hua Chong. Sorry Mr OngD: we've let you down.
homework of the week
[ ] eng oral presentation
[ ] math assignment (stars)
[ ] math prelim questions
[ ] math optional worksheet
[ ] pack physics file
[x] physics worksheet 2
[ ] physics reading article
[ ] physics reading article
[ ] study chemistry
[ ] chemistry assignment
[ ] study history
[x] history assignment
[ ] study biomeds
[ ] do cid
[x] write zoo reflection
YYY
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4:51 AM
Thursday, March 08, 2007
This is going to be the official declaration of my deep hatred for Biology. Taking Biomedicals module is more like that of a chore than of a liking :/ wonder what made me take Biomedicals. Thank god I had the brains not to take Biology. -.-No offence though to those who took Biology, compared to you people I just do not have that much memory space to squander away.
*Grumbles and pouts* now I have to start cramming information about cell structure and cell division into my puny brainD:. So this is another motivation for me to go into my all-triple-science-taking class and proclaim the goodness of taking Physics and Chemistry only. *Beams* :D
P:Had a horrid time trying to bring my books back. Number one, I do not own a locker in the school, which school in the right mind will charge their students for the lockers? Number two, I left my files and well the newspapers and magazines, too lazy to bring them home. Gahs.
Tomorrow is friday! Hallelujah, the March hols are coming. (:While everyone is doing productive work, I will read comics, play, play, play and play. Only Sunday is reserved for chiong-ing hw. :DAhh I'm such a genius. Naw just kidding:/ don't have the luxury of time.
Looking forward to threeE and o.5B class outings or rather gatherings. Miss &love o.5B people many many(:, hen duo hen duo.
As the sun sets and disappears,
Hold her hand and wipe her tears.
Allow the stars in the night sky to sing,
And let love fill the air with its ring.
YYY
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7:02 AM
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
Wheee. Three things to be joyous about.
1\ Eugeen's birthday (sry yoojun didn get your pressie on time)
2\ Ponned biomeds :D one day off for biology! (went to HC for proj thingy)
3\ March hols are coming(x
Loads of stuffs to do on March hols, think I will be using the time to try to catch up with my module and homework:/. &of course, sleep more:D
Weird, how shocked I was to hear that word once again. Thinking it through, I need to stop running away from reality. Probably I have gotten over it, yet maybe not. Coincidence or fate's sheer mockery. With each step I take forward, I turn my head behind to catch a glance. The once messy life of mine, the feelings I once gave out and was given away, or it's just you? Of what, I still do not know.
YYY
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4:48 AM
Saturday, March 03, 2007
Conclusion for today's CO practice.
o1/Play with your smile, or pay with your dollar
follow ideas of the teachers and appear happy like farmers keeping their crops, dollars to be collected by supposedly Debbie. (applies for percussionists only)
o2/Pants are to be worn at waists, works better at the chest
why do teenagers wear their pants at their hips? *gives a horrified look*. pants are supposed to hide your belly button darling.
o3/AHH your socks is being stepped by me
when even a non-ankle sock depresses a teacher because of its astonishing and unaccepted long length. student blamed for wearing uncomfortable socks beneath the uncomfortable shoes.
o4/Measures to slack: look and stare and walk away
try your best to look like a puffed up meat ball, and when you see your dear seniors need help in carrying the instruments, just roll away.
When daily happenings start to destroy all my nerves (points o2 - o4) and start getting on my last nerve. Bye for now.
YYY
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4:06 AM
Thursday, March 01, 2007
I'll be missing for quite a long time, nth to post abt &I don't get $$ for this crap:D.
Update on marks
20/40 -- phy test
22.5/30 -- chem test
45/50 -- math test
21/30 -- eng compo
51/70 -- chi compo
Latest Events
This sunday, CID meeting =.='''
Next monday, X Country):
Next thursday, Eugeen's Bday:D
_weilin!
YYY
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2:28 AM
Monday, February 26, 2007
How much effort it puts in,
How many rounds it turns,
Still ending up in the same spot,
The horse on the merry go round might never learn.
:BTime to procrastinate. I DON'T WANT CROSS COUNTRY! It's on monday -.- Kill me someone. To make matters worse, the total distance has been increased from 3.2km to 3.7km. 0.5KM MORE OF THIS SHIT. D:Imagine the excruciating pain, 9876545683212amount of pain per one footstep (I dno the units for that -.-). "That's one small step for Weilin, one giant increase of pain". And it increases with compound interest):.
Everything's been going smoothly though I have realised I am growing slacker by the day:]. Tests, just read through the notes once. Presentation, depend on 'luk' and instantaneous speed at which brain cells are working. Lessons preparation, aaaack just stone and try to look like a smartass.
Work hard to be noticed, to be in the limelight,
Slot your guts out grabbing all in your sight.
Eventually succumbing to age,
Bow graciously and exit life's stage.
YYY
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4:46 AM
Friday, February 23, 2007
Going to JE today to chiong homework and buy BoA's disc ;]
YYY
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9:15 PM
I miss the two A.S.K weeks. So boring yet practically worry free~
Work for the weekends
[x] GSP
[x] Math worksheet
[x] Study for Math test
[x] English letter writing corrections
[x] Study for English test
[x] Physics Assignment
[x] Physics Speech Preparation
[x] READ Physics Writing
[ ] Do science proj report
[x] Study for Chem test
[x] History Assignment
[x] Jian bao
[x] Study for Music test
^~^ of course I wont study for the music test *shhh*.
YYY
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4:05 AM
Thursday, February 22, 2007
Call it shi jie mo ri whatever, I flunked my physics and math. Somehow physics made me think about the exam through and through after everything's gone, because I know I wasn't using my brain throughout the exam :/blank. Zilch, nothing. D:So much of memorising for nothing, all gone down the drain and to nowhere in a 45 minutes test then melting into tears afterthat. Tsk so useless.
For Math I remember putting two triangles having three same angles = SSS test for similarity and I wrote this for another qns: 18-5=16. Imma goner. English was bad, 21/30 sooper low A2. So this is how I started my new year. All tests and assignments, all the horrid results. How did I manage to get into RVHS in the first place.
With each mistake and failure, feeling lousier by the day yet giving herself more and more chances each time, each time urging herself to move forward. When will she finally stop and just give up everything she has achieved and of all the hopes and support everyone gave her?
YYY
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1:19 AM
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
In search of the old me.
The emotions felt tears that flowed doesn't matter to me anymore. It's about a month since it all happened, I should forget it all. Forget you.
YYY
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6:51 AM
Monday, February 19, 2007
Getting school blues D: I never want to go back to school ever again. Well who wants to. I have not done my Chemistry reading assignment and the summary of that reading assignment took me 3 hours straight. I will eat a thousand candy floss if given the choice to choose between that and going to school.
Apart from being tired of school, I don't see the point of doing a reading assignment because:
o1. It increases the depletion rate of brain cells and as you know brain cells once gone are forever gone. Do you want a good reading assignment but in turn brain dead students?!
o2. Being more aware of the current affairs, so what? You want your students to start boycotting our SMRT and Transit SBS buses eh? Go buy a hybrid car each?
-.-Why can't we students have a better life. So probably this is what Integrated Programme is all about, learning more in the expense of student's joy and time. :/And which school gives their students homework and assignments and tests to study for during the CNY? When you preach the importance of being rooted in tradition and knowledge of our Chinese customs I doubted I even had the time to touch an orange through the new year. But one thing is for sure, we students can shou3 sui4 for 365 days per year.
YYY
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7:10 PM
Went back to Yishun the first place I left my footprints since I landed on Earth. Visited the nice Auntie and Uncle who took care of me when I was about 2 years old or so when my parents went to work. So nice of them to collect my baby photos and they even framed one up(:. Aw so sweet.
Then they started saying how fat I was when I was young and how the two sons took care of me, carrying me about-.-'''. On a whole, it was great going back to a old place meeting the same people. The same old place and oh-so-familiar faces. It was just like the 13 odd years instantaneously flashed past. Gone are the good old days where I had a valid reason to forget everything each second skips by and just roll about all day not having to worry about homework. Lol life was so simple then.
YYY
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7:33 AM
Sunday, February 18, 2007
Poor things. People who take biology come to me and start rambling on about the excruciating pain they are going through with the reading assignmentD:. Add oil people(:
YYY
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9:15 PM
I'd rather my parents were like those who passed bans and grounded their children. ):I feel homeworkaholic today and they are bringing me out to have steamboat at my aunt's place when we already ate together yesterday. Zzz. Not really looking forward to collecting ang baos anyway, because I don't get to keep them D:. Or rather, my parents take the ang baos, transfer the money into another red packet and return them T-T'''. Tsk cheapskates.
:/I wanna do my homework!!!!!
):Deprived little kid. Lol.
YYY
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7:03 PM
Saturday, February 17, 2007
This year's new year's so far so good. :D. That is, other than the fact that we have endless assignments, horrifying reports to do and piles of exams round the corner.
I have just gotten myself a very shuai calculator from Mustafa the 24hour heaven (lol!) which helps you convert your inches to yards to meters to feet in a Pico Second :D (10^-12). Cool huh. To top it off, I bought a new first hand nong ruler too:]. (C'mon people practice your transitional verbsX=)
BoA's Made In Twenty is finally in Singapore(: &I am saving my monaaaay~. Ayumi Hamasaki's Black and White version albums are also coming. Ang baos here I come xD.
:DHappy CNY darlings out there!
YYY
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10:48 PM
Wednesday
most probably:
. math test
to do:
. research for module
. science report
Thursday
most probably:
. physics test
. english test
. chinese test
to do:
. research for CID
Friday
to do:
. chem report
YYY
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10:32 PM
Friday, February 16, 2007
Chinese New Year
Yesterday I spent the whole day doing this-->
^^" It's my pencilbox, decorated and refurnished.
:DSay it's nice.
Hm today I went to Stella's house from 10-2:30 and thought of going to Popular to buy Huali's type of calculator, those with convertions of unit but Stella's mum thought Popular would be closedD: so we didn't go in the end.
:/Sigh. My life's been mundane or I've not been paying much attention to stuff around me. There are too many things coming at last minute):. All those detestable testsD:. However proud to say I finally saw light in physics! I used to ponder a nong nong time over ms-1 wondering whats that -1. Haha Weilin was not born to do Physics yknow. Okay, she was born to stone away:].
Happy Chinese New Year people out there
:D
YYY
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11:37 PM
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
How insensitive could you have gotten. Insulting people when you are no better, always passing brainless comments and smiling to yourself, being proud of yourself for your own sick and senseless jokes. Perhaps you really are sick. If it makes you happy to make fun at others jolly well go find someone else to disturb. I've had enough of your crap.
"Can't help it if I'm more pro than you"
C'mon get a life. If marks are to show how good your brain functions, fine so what. Go search your soul young man, if you get your intelligence from proving other's stupidity, it doesn't show much about the superiority of your brain. It just shows how you lack intellect. And please use the word 'noob' sparingly on others. Tsk.
YYY
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5:00 AM
In the morning I went around collecting sweets and chocolates xD Suhweeeet. Happy Valentine's Day people!
D:i got two marks for first history assignment.
Can go suicide liao.
YYY
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2:16 AM
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
Stress out. Straight after CNY these torments Made In RVHS follow.
- Physics Presentation
- English Formal Letter Writing
- Math Test
- Physics Test
- Chinese Zuo Wen
Pouts mulls grumbles wails screams and dies.
D:So this is what CNY is all about.
Oh! Sorry loved ones I have not made the Valentine's gift for all of you. Will try to do by tonight^^".
&Happy Valentine's Day people:D Weilin loves everyone[:
YYY
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3:28 AM
[ Credits to Ling Kee who sent this to me :D ]
What Makes 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%?
Ever wondered about those people who say they are giving more than 100%?
We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give
over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What makes up 100% in life?
Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer
these questions:
If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z
is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26.
Then: H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K
8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98%
and K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E
11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96%
But, A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E
1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100%
And, B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T
2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103%
AND, look how far ass kissing will take you.
A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G
1+19+19+11+9+19+19+9+14+7 = 118%
So, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that while
hard work and Knowledge will get you close, and Attitude will get
you there but it's the Bullshit and Ass kissing that will put you
over the top. No offence about the language that I used, it's a bit harsh.
This is just to tell you not say that you do more than 100%.
YYY
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3:20 AM
Sunday, February 11, 2007
I just bit a small little chunk of meat out from my lip. *Pouts* it hurts): &I am killing my own cells o,o.
YYY
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5:56 AM
Saturday, February 10, 2007
As usual I am going out with Shi Xian to JE library to chiong studies x=.
Nothing special happening to me or my life lately, unless you count having Math test next week as something worth taking note of.
It's no longer "What you want for lunch", now it has become "Going out now?". Since last year's January till now so many things had changed.
My life's getting so boring I keep thinking about stupid stuffs which should have been long forgotten. RAWR.
Kill me, someone.
My life's too dull.
YYY
blabbered at;
7:37 PM
Friday, February 09, 2007
This weekend would be a busy oneD: Sigh off to revise biomeds~
YYY
blabbered at;
4:58 AM
Thursday, February 08, 2007
We should petition someday to have running banned. Due to the following reasons.
- Running too much causing very serious muscle strains
- Consumption of too much water after run due to very serious dehydration
- Blood cells bursting due to too much water
x= All run-ny people will come drag me to the toilet and bash me up now.
YYY
blabbered at;
4:54 AM
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
Bena &Stella take care =D get well soon!
YYY
blabbered at;
5:48 AM
Yup I have changed my blogskin. Hm ignore the underlined smiley faces on top of each post x=. Apologies, Weilin has a weird habit of putting her feelings of the day as the title:]
Gee I am getting really tired from school and all, each day studying till 6+ or at least 3+ for cca days. Everyday I reach home earliest 6 o clock latest 9 o clock =,=. Sheesh I live a lifeless life. To think I was looking forward to studying during the holidays. Now I prefer homework. Or should I say I hate homework and studying-,-.
Oh! The show Apolo was nice, however it's spelt. As Charmaine said after the show, it was more of disturbing than of sad. D:. Then thinking how it is linked to The Pianist, I feel Apolo showed more about people hysteric about Hitler. From The Pianist it showed the more cruel and saddenning part of the Holocaust itself, from mostly a Jew's point of view.
Lately I have been toying with the idea of giving up piano. It's like school work's not enough, I don't even have time to revise! But then again I've climbed half the ladder and if I pass this year, I would get grade 8. However I wouldn't say it's a dilemma cause I've got nothing to do with what I learn. My parents choose what I learn and I have to go with their ideas. ): *Sighs*. I will just have to learn to juggle well:/
(:Found back my interest in learning Abacus and from grade 3 finish up to grade 1 then I can teach people and earn $$!!! $-$. Hahahahas probably this has to wait till the holidays~ (:money money money. Reminds me, I am in need of money):
I close my eyes and count to ten,
but no longer able to imagine or pretend.
Rather, I see physics graphs,
Should I sulk away or just laugh?
My ears during lessons lost the ability to hear.
Memory entry: gateway error,
Not even bothering to understand my fears,
Studies blocked me out of the world.
YYY
blabbered at;
2:01 AM
Tuesday, February 06, 2007
I don't understand physics =,= Shoot me someone and if you please tune me into kidscentral instead.
(:&Happy belated birthday Jhosy!
YYY
blabbered at;
4:09 AM
Saturday, February 03, 2007
I've got one more homework to complete and I'm done. A worksheet from biomedical science module, to check up upon the key discovery and contribution/sifnificance of that discovery to biomedical science. D:I don't see my name! Probably if my name was Albert Weilin or Weilin Einstein my name would be up there.
Ginger project's not going too well. Too many hiccups due to what Shi Xian calls "incompetence" on our part. Thought it over and over. Maybe she's just too right. Everything that we did practically went wrong):. Have we been putting in enough effort? How much of the project have been done by us? Thousands of queries. No one to ask but ourselves. This project seems like a path we laid for ourselves, only to tumble upon the obstacles along the way and fall into the trenches we dug and filled with mistakes. Sorry Mr Ong, maybe we are just not capable of making you proud for at least once.
Hopes pinned up high to the sky levels,
Disappointments and anguish filled the air.
Clouds weep and tear droplets of regret,
For the failures they could never bear.
Raindrops fall with despair and lost hope,
But all they are capable of now is just to stare.
Could it all just end nicely and for once smoothly?
Just hoping the best out of all this.
Tomorrow I am going to chiong three hours of CIP at JE library^^". If I keep this going for each weekend, I need about 8 more weeks to get to Big Hearts Award. :DWhich is just only about 3 months! Haha add oil people:] CIP is fun. *LOLS* (:Oh and Debbie I want my CIP card & don't forget my Habiro! *Tsk*
Dead beat.
YYY
blabbered at;
1:28 AM
Friday, February 02, 2007
Ceased to exist.
Tomorrow's saturday! But I 've decided to study my weekends away. Partly because my system is lagging for god knows how many centuries. Need to keep up with homework and all that has been learnt.
:D
YYY
blabbered at;
4:56 AM
Thursday, February 01, 2007
The same honeyed words.
Totally different feelings.
Now it is a mixture of deep hatred and at the least, envy.
A game that you played which you left me stranded in.
I should learn to forget.
YYY
blabbered at;
6:54 AM
In a sooper dooper hyper mood because I feel workaholic today. The excess storage of energy somehow makes me hypeeeer!:D But gee I dropped 40 odd strands of hair. To think I went to count them. Then those that dropped in the bathroom I decided not to depress myself further.
Tomorrow's letter writing test. Like what is the point can? As if when I grow up I will start writing letters to tell people how I love them before ITS TOO LATE. Then the letter would go like this.
To Stella/Junjun/Mil/Kehrin: (well and those darlings out there)
I love you so much. Like that love has been bottled up in me for god knows how many years so just in case I start going kuku pok and swallowing Copper (II) Sulphate and die, I shall tell you how much I love you people.
Love
Weilin
The fact that I have written this letter gives me a reason to die now. BUT STOOOP! You see there isn't 5 paragraphs, there is grammar error, tone error, no PS and all those incorrigible errors, I can't die yet):.
:] I got full marks for the latest math worksheet! Tsk thick skinned ass hole some one bomb her now. I was rather convinced not to copy anyone work anymore since it is proved that my brain is working perfectly fine. Until Chemistry lesson came along and I copied Yujun's work): Aww.
I'm currently zi bei-ed cause Yu Cheng said Queen Elizabeth is more chio than me. xDhahas.
YYY
blabbered at;
5:14 AM
Tuesday, January 30, 2007
Done my homework pretty fast, completed at least 80% of it during the Biology lesson. :DThank god tomorrow's wednesday! Well the fact that there's no CID tomorrow somehow lightens the mood. Cause I don't really know my group members, pretty afraid they would be those kind who do not do anything): *Prays hard*... ...
Today I switched place with the one and only gentleman who was willing to. Edwin! (Aww:D) Well some eye(s) problem(s) making my eye(s) go pain and blur and stuff): Bomb the eye.
YYY
blabbered at;
6:52 AM
Monday, January 29, 2007
Today all the bad gateway errors in my brain have surprisingly been removed, due to some miracle sweet T-T. Didn't yawn through any lessons, only an occasional groan or complain xD. Only during physics and math there was a little "Syntax Error" marqueeing through my brain.
Not looking forward to tomorrow, there's composition writing. And well my chinese has never been good. Has been a fact, ever since the dinosaurs reigned Earth and the cavemen started drawing on walls.
):Out of my da bian sweet. Ok its just a normal peach flavoured mint but the back says "excessive consumption may produce laxative effects" hahas. Lame shit.
YYY
blabbered at;
5:50 AM
Saturday, January 27, 2007
Getting on the very extreeeeeme-d mood. Stayed in the library from 3 to 9 and at Macdonalds from 9 to 10:30 just reading books and doing homework. Somesort of workaholic mindset tsk. But homework still getting nowhere. *Stress!*
Was searching for Holocaust, chanced upon a web that showed those who survived the Holocaust about what happened then and their thoughts. Was rather disturbing, stopped after reading one and a half's of the survivors thoughts of the past. Eeek!
YYY
blabbered at;
7:45 AM
Friday, January 26, 2007
):die. one more sty grow in my eye. Two in left and one in right. Perfect. Just need one more in the right to balance and I'll be enjoying life in the nether worlds.
Lesson learnt: never skip medicines ==
YYY
blabbered at;
6:57 AM
Busy busy busy day~
Tiring tiring tiring day~
Add gossip gossip to the list D:
Tomorrow might be even busier.
6:DPPH<3
YYY
blabbered at;
4:12 AM
Thursday, January 25, 2007
Down with god knows how many sickness.
Half sleeping through the day and ending with a project.
Trying to cram all the information in the brain.
):I need my dinner.
YYY
blabbered at;
4:51 AM
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
Horrid flufluflu. Wore the useless jacket for two days through and now surrendering to one pink tablet. Sunflu or something along that line. And theres a throbbing vein on my leg to make things worse ==. Tell tale signs that I'm dying. Lols.
:D I saw Miss Bridgette today in Biomedical module. Supreme glad she is partly in charge of us. Aw suhweeeeeeeet.
Today felt quiet. So quiet I decided to eat lunch and third break's food in the first break so I wouldn't need to go to the canteen and see people. ):Weilin is turning autistic! I don't know why, probably it's the flu, probably it's the book, probably it's just Weilin:D Anyway the world would be a much peaceful place with Weilin finally shutting up. WORLDPEACE!
YYY
blabbered at;
5:13 AM
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
Life's been hard without my nose. It's endangering my life ok, if a bush fire starts in school in Ms Lee's plants I wouldn't know and might just as well die because I lost my sense of smell. Ok edit edit: Life's been hard with my nose):.
(:s m i l e
YYY
blabbered at;
4:35 AM
Monday, January 22, 2007
Serious sugar rush coming on.
Serious flu coming on.
I'm scaring myself LOLS.
Like I'm bouncing on my seat and sniffing away X= typical drug sniffer image.
xDAi Otsuka is indeed too influential, go to the web scribbled upon the previous post.
*Sniffs*. Conclusion: never eat two-too-many M&M packets when you have flu.
YYY
blabbered at;
2:29 AM
Thinking about the question you asked me, do I hate you? Yes I do. Very much. I am trying but I can't bear to. I created the very perfect you in my mind, it's a tough job now having to crush it myself. You are already loving another but here I'm struggling to even forget it all. Tsk what is this.
On a lighter note, SCHOOL WAS PERFEEEEECT TODAY! Except of course that music lesson. :DFor once I start appreciating school.
She adooores her loved ones;D (Mr Wong's lesson),
Smiles at little history class of 20+,
Digests factorisation of quadratic equations,
Proudly handing up her first jian bao of the year,
Finally understanding a little of physics,
Sitting alone in class during bio prac,
She simply LOVEEE today.
:B happy happy moooood~
Weilin's #01 scientific theory-,-" :
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v4qCKi7ilvg does worsen one's Sugar Rush xD
#WARNING# it's highly addictive!
YYY
blabbered at;
1:40 AM
Saturday, January 20, 2007
The standard question people ask before cursing you for changing your blog. Why I ditched my previous blog? One simple reason, it just jams my comp with that whole pile of posts when I start to write more stuff into it. This is it. Spent like 4 hours on this skin thingy =,= hahas you better say you like it or I'll bomb you:D.
Actually I reused my previous blog as I hate the new google acc system. ;Djust changed the blog url and tadah it's as good as brand new. This explains why my the posts below you see seem to have a layer of dust above them all.
Latest love: An Cafe!
Bou is like *swoons* so cuuuute-si!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NB4XzBKyMlw&mode=related&search=
):Guys are starting to look chio and cute. Eeyer take out the rights of girls, HOW CAN!!!! x= Bou looks sooper dee dooper cute. HES TOO CUTE T-T *screeeeams*.
YYY
blabbered at;
5:51 PM
Saturday, October 14, 2006
wheeeeeeee.
exam results were um not as disastrous as i thought,
but some were quite disappointing.
new blog!
new skin, new blog ysee(:
&smileeee my comp is up again:D
YYY
blabbered at;
2:20 AM
Friday, October 06, 2006
the chirps of distant birds, utter bliss,
the sweet smell of love hung in the air, tantalizing,
the slow currents lapping the shores, tranquility,
the fluttering white clouds showing depths of the sky, peace,
the vast beach of coarse sands spread out, stability,
the small cottage of dreams up upon a hill, simplicity,
the floating silk scarf draped upon the fence, elegance,
the blinding glare of the sun rays shooting through the skies,
the rustling of yellow-brown leaves whispering death's arrival,
the tears of the heaven above stopping death in vain,
the trickle of blood within and furtive calls for help,
the lost captivated helpless soul in the cabinet of death,
the ticks of the second hand knocking dashing dreams with each move,
the numb feeling in the heart disturbed yet so very peaceful,
the nothingness and stillness of stale water once enriched by life,
the colours and glamours and joy dropped the heart to rock bottom,
the grim thoughts of ending it all just there and then,
the wetness of the water splashing upon the face, awakening,
the dying down of the waves leaving murky outlines, losing hopes,
the soft touch of the sand filling every opening possible, suffocating,
the yelps of birds cutting the skies into halves, casting towering shadows,
the traces of foot prints showed the road of life, of eternity sleep,
the crushing of notes, burying of coins, separating away from the world,
the laughter filling the whole field of hope replaced forever,
the drowning sorrow the cliff of death the invisible urge to step over,
all but the misleading path of life.
YYY
blabbered at;
9:47 AM
went to watch the movie right after exams
john tucker must die ^^
i sympathised with that poor guy
&santi went saying everything i say is funny
-.- its not.
and when i said NaCl a little too loud
when the "other tucker" had sodium chloride spilt on him
and he went shouting away...
my existance was proved with some laughters
and "WAHLAO"s.
finally exams are over (:
*GROANS*
this is what happens when you have nothing to groan about.
or prolly its the pre-collection of results stress.
:Dlife's full of stress.
&everything contributes to something called
mental stability.
crazy over the book
In A Land of Plenty.
good read(:
about this family's ups and downs.
really reflects our lives in some way or another.
:D
until the next time i get online,
toodles!^^
GUNBOUND~
______weilin's-nonsensical-blabbers.
like at a cross section of a busy road,
cars pass by failing to take note of your existance,
the peace and loneliness of facing it all - alone.
like at a train station,
trying to decide whether to get on the train and go with the flow,
or jump down the tracks and risk it all.
now deciding whether to hold on to the broken wings,
or let go and fall.
scenes of freeze frames in life,
pictures that depict a thousand words,
scribbles and doodles of a bored soul,
flashing through the mind now though
is just but a blank world.
what is yours will aways be,
just as what isnt yours will never be.
YYY
blabbered at;
5:02 AM
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
i was stunned by your sms.
you had to be that wave,
that passed by swiftly yet momentarily,
unknowingly leaving traces behind,
memories of you will be etched forever in my mind.
upon letting out the pains of your heart,
erasing her from your world you claim,
blind folding me with the perfect you.
but in the end it all spilled out.
it turned from a utopia to an utterly cold island.
once,white shrouded clouds flutter by,
falsely suggesting the utmost desired peace.
now its all gone,letting out the blinding sun, the ugly lies,
distorted truths lay out one after one,
each not failing to hurt me,
all putting a sudden halt to my life,
destroying me.
you were my everything,
you were my core, my breath, my voice.
so insignificant yet so very important.
your honesty and straight forwardness touched me,
your sweet words moved me,
you brought smiles to my face,
&my perfect impression of you turned out to be an illusion.
you crumpled my life, just like a piece of paper
just like a beautiful origami work reduced to a ball of pulp.
blaming the fact we're from two different worlds,
total separate lives we lead.
tears, i held back.
for the fact that i still think you would be there
for me.
your words rung through and through
when you said
"im thinking and loving her more than ever more than anyone"
did you think about my feelings?
when you said
"dont worry i wont miss you cause i am too crazy over her"
did you think about ME?
for a moment i feel i hate you.
for the next, i dont know.
the words stung,
leaving those open wounds to burn.
&you're leaving them just like that.
you're leaving me just like that.
i dont know how you see me.
merely as your little sister?
merely as your confider?
merely as your listener?
or as the person who would stupidly no fail await your smses daily.
im tired.
so i ask myself if its all worth it
to give everything now.
to stop the chase,
to forget about you,
to stop my breath.
so long. forever.
YYY
blabbered at;
3:53 AM
Friday, September 29, 2006
thanks people for the stuff (:
namely yueting peixian stella jhosy winnie kexin weilin OHGOD- &everyone(x
but wasnt quite a successful bday,
when even the bday cake reminds you GOSTUDY.
(:&here im slacking.
to stella:
NEEEEH never gna give you his hp#(:
neway obsession turned into hatred(:
theres nth going on anymore~
life's turned carefree\:
very much so without eoys that is.
YYY
blabbered at;
9:05 PM
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
(x the backwards trend or no trend.
\:havent started on ANY revision.
someone kill me here.
&one look at jhosy's blog! *swoooons*
so studious can. waha.
my head is just but an empty room
filled with -nothing.
good lucks people.
HAPPYBIRTHDAYDARLING
i wont say who:D
but im gna wait till 12:00 &spam ur hp!
muahahaha. <3you(x
YYY
blabbered at;
8:30 AM
Saturday, September 23, 2006
realised im so idiotly restless for the two days since yest.
IVE DONE MY HW!
IVE DONE ALL REVISION!
IVE GOTTEN WELL!
IVE PRACTICED MY PIANO!
I MISS SCHOOL!
I MISS HOMEWORK!
weilin is allowed to dream on.
hehs.
last night was disastrous.
stupid trip to red hill doctor,
simi health link de.
ahash.
&vommited my dinner straight after that =.=
this is aftermath of going to teh docs.
good way to jian fei sia!
BEEEEEEEEGthankyooooou to;
everyone who wished my luck :D
&those who urged me to go home yest^^
&you who promised you wont let me die.
& last but not least: GUNBOUND(:
fhweeeeeeee.
highest record, 39.6 degrees.
heyhey i can start melting copper (II) sulphate
(x got crystal sommore, not bad eh.
good thing i didnt become a vegetable.
hehheh.
si bu liao you mei you. ==
very worried i wont do well this time,
havent started on the revision
&still slacking away.
im digging my own grave right now.
sheeesh.
due to unforseen circumstances,
i have all the rights not to study ^^
blame it on the fever. HAHA
<3weilin! hasn died:D
YYY
blabbered at;
4:38 AM
Friday, September 22, 2006
throbbing headaches kept me awake,
through the nights of my yesterday,
unsure if i will live on to see my tomorrow,
ill live my life to the fullest on tomorrow's yesterday.
(:39.3 nice number eh.
from 39.0 to 39.3 within less than three hours.
tell me im going to die,
in the next six hours
when my temp goes up to 39.9 :D
ugh i nida take piano exams on monday )x
ill miss the whole wide world out there:D
rmb to rmb me ok (: rmb hor.
so...
this my death wish:D
-ten thousand packets of chips:D
-one ticket each to japan, korea &usa:D
-as much money you can burn me:D
-DONT BE A CHEAPO HOR. i wan real one not paper de:D
this is what brain damage does to your posts,
it gets all oh so cranky,
shut up weilin =.=
geesh i think theres smthing wrong in that eng compre.
why do i even get to score so well.
finally ive got a 71>> A2 for eng.
this is all but tyco-ness\:
toodles people,
weilin's a goner:D
weilin's gone:D
YYY
blabbered at;
2:52 AM
Thursday, September 21, 2006
today. start of eoy.
lets be calm and smile at the gay flowers by the roadside and the oh so sweet sun(:
and- *yells* weilin distrupted your peace ==
if not for the big comforting water bottle i brought to school,
if not for the two blank whiteboards in front of the class,
if not for the C32 on my desk,
i think i would have been pulling lice out of my hair during eng compo.
though iun have lice --.
eng compo, you can say it was disaster.
stupid of me to write alt worlds again.
hold tightly to your dreams(x
&go sleep.
think even buddha's toe kicked me in my ass.
once done badly, twice do again, thrice go die.
&thats what im going to do :D
nah, i wont leave you alone in the world.
chi compo, even more a disaster.
go write about that blabbering nonsensical auntie at ***** ***** library.
\:i slapped myself in my mind after first para.
translated: she has a thin face, long white hair, and a strick expression. she is a librarian, lin auntie.
i yawned after reading it again, yawning right after "thin face"
what a typical starting.
slaps myself in my mind again.
when i hear you out there confident after eoys,
when i hear you out there relieved after eoys,
when i hear you out there smiling after eoys,
my heart drops rock bottom.
HOW CAN IT BE!
>< totally no faith no confidence in myself.
weilin go die.
2:30-5:00 solid slacking in je.
&DONT KNOW WHAT LIBRARIES GIVE THE LITTLE INNOCENT KIDS NOWADAYS!
ten minutes of restless crawling around children's section while waiting for kc to arrive, SHOCKED.
first book i saw:
about: a psycho man who enjoys tortoring his cat.
cover page: a black cat without one eye,
blood splatterings,
coffins.
reflections: for influential kids {LIKEME}, its very bad yknow\:
&its under Junior section! so cheem the words sommore lorh.
kaokaokao.
h.o.m: curiosity {killstheCAT}
reaction: weilin close this book, weilin close this book.
second book i saw:
about: science experiments and wacky ideas.
cover page: science for everyone, ==
a scientist who looks like that 7-eleven brain freeze man.
reflections: WAHLAO FIRST DIAGRAM I SAW : in our daily lives,
o = oxygen. c = carbon. oco = co2 = carbon dioxide.
&under Junior section! -.- i feel degraded.
h.o.m: life LONG learning
reaction: weilin smack your head into that diagram.
kiddos are memorising these stuff &you are still fiddling with cations and anions.
third book i saw:
about: sleepovers.
cover page: sleepovers do-it-yourself!
reflections: finally a nice looking book (: *smiles*
eh but crap lah. kids dont stay over now, they li jia chu zou.
&under Junior section! :Dimma freaking junior.
h.o.m: ehhhhhhhhhhhh.
reaction: (xfirst normal book, not bad not bad.
then. .. . . .. *RINGRING* weilin ar, where you ar?
finally home sweet home.
:Dhey weilin used a transitional verb.
lets all curse her for that.
*no poems today (:
gone all chemmy.
{g}lemmy {o}lemmy {n}lemmy {e}lemmy.
hahahahas-lemmy.
YYY
blabbered at;
5:13 AM
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
today was great.
but iono know why extra bad mood before recess -.-
theeeenks stella again for putting up
with me shutting up for half the day
&going nuts for the rest of the half.
also gave eileen the very attituded voice
cox of some cip disagreements.
DUI BU QI !>< TO EILEEN ONLY
if i wrote a letter to *** ****,
it would have looked like this.
( asteriked to make sure i dont spit at my computer
&go poking a knife into it )
if cip arrangements was anyone's fault i cant see why we putting in so much effort still have to put up with the stupid face of yours. you call the shots and you expect everything to go your way? go and die. dont you expect me going on my knees for you and go crying its all BUT your fault, you freaking attention grabber IDIOT_ what makes you think you are top of the class just because you think you are the best at every thing you can get a grade out of. uoykcuf.
how i wish 2006 end right here.
i can give up anything for a year for not seeing you a day.
you and your ego.
you and your kiasu-ness.
you and your attitude.
you and your RUBBISH.
i swallow my disappointment.
i swallow my words.
i swallow my anger.
but im never going to swallow the hatred.
YYY
blabbered at;
1:06 AM
geesh my expository writing> 18/30
bulge your eyes out on the computer screeeeen. :D
typical weilin.
47/70 for chi compo~
{3wrongwords -3}
fall off your chair. :D
so unlike weilin.
15/20 for gong han.
go commit suicide. :D
NOTweilin!
hahas. ok those above were my marks.
tadah. my eng dropped but chi improved.
hows that (x
!its compo compo tml.
for once i learnt to RELAKKKK(:
theeeenks stella:D &you-
relak-ing does everyone good.
no point trying to swim out of your room
full ofyer cold sweat.
makes you more exhausted`
all teh best people (x
YYY
blabbered at;
12:27 AM
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
&it was you
i could not let go,
neither could i have held on,
&it was you
i could not trust anyone else,
neither could i have followed my heart,
you fluttered away
, flustered.
have i released my clutches too soon?
should i have held on?
you've fluttered away,
but have you fluttered away
out of the boundaries of my world?
_no you havent.
YYY
blabbered at;
7:39 AM
cheerios.
== y'scared me,
first time sucha broken tap,
\:dont cry anymore k.
let time heal the problems.
dont worry debs,
jay chou is still alive><
alltehbest bah?
no matter what,
we<3you debs.
YYY
blabbered at;
7:16 AM
Sunday, September 17, 2006
when everything comes at one time,
like a wave,
you realise you cant manage,
you cannot escape,
& everythings been swept away.
leaving you e m p t y within.
emptyness starts to fill,
till you suffocate and begin to drown.
feel the world starts to cave inside out,
a boat comes along
and disappears.
just an illusion.
you were just an illusion,
just like a passing wave.
_*soba ni ite, aisuru hito
>my past,
www.fullstop-.blogspot.com.
ill not look back,
never.
YYY
blabbered at;
12:19 AM
Saturday, September 16, 2006
have not started on any revision,
any homework,
any project.
ugh tell me im a failure &stuff me with 100ice creams ==
sweet punishment:)
wake up weilin.
i cant even concentrate lah!
attention span also going down.
gr one day my grades will drop to rock bottom.
SPONGEBOBSQUAREPANTS!
okay thats bikini bottom ==
.. ok see? how cartoons terrorize our minds
thus we must and shall and can do something.
persuasive speeches. ugh.
how can one para have three points?!
wake up weilin.
when life's too easy going,
and there isnt any more motivation,
i miss the fast pace.
i thought i did not give a damn,
but i took hsk so seriously,
i shocked myself -- literally.
when im on the verge of losing myself,
subconciously im doing things,
that is - me.
however when i put myself in my -old- shoes,
i find that the shoes are too big,
threatening to trip me with every fatal step.
wake up weilin.
totally, what am i doing?
i myself do not know.
YYY
blabbered at;
9:07 AM
yayness.
hahas had class gathering today:D
fast fooded at the aisle towards the exit
&complete with a ice spitting competition.
gunbound? nah. worse than that.
== cause` target:me.
hahas sorry i had to threaten with the packet of ketchup.
real sorry\:
but we had a fabulous time.
_&weilin {o1}
a noobed poem a day,
so fun so stupid oh so gay ==
wings you provided me,
with hope and love it surround,
&memories we held dear.
but now you left me falling,
with utter agony, pain and fear.
death's just but a beginning,
on the frozen tracks of life i lay,
its all but a nightmare,
a nightmare to stay.
i urged myself just to go with the flow,
i confided to myself the black clouds will go,
i filled myself with emptyness,
i deceived myself
YYY
blabbered at;
4:59 AM
new blog,
decided so very well to ditch the other one.
twenty three (:
23reasons to why this name.
1- its my register number:D
2- its beckham!-pirated
3- iloveit x 20 more times.
23reaons why this skin.
1- i love sheeeeeps. BAH(x
2- my surname. \:duh-
3- iloveit x 20 more times.
23reasons why you must rmb her.
1- cause shes weilin. HAHA& youloveher x 22 more times.
.eh.
tadah:D
_weilin<3
YYY
blabbered at;
3:55 AM