Friday, September 29, 2006
thanks people for the stuff (:
namely yueting peixian stella jhosy winnie kexin weilin OHGOD- &everyone(x
but wasnt quite a successful bday,
when even the bday cake reminds you GOSTUDY.
(:&here im slacking.
to stella:
NEEEEH never gna give you his hp#(:
neway obsession turned into hatred(:
theres nth going on anymore~
life's turned carefree\:
very much so without eoys that is.
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
(x the backwards trend or no trend.
\:havent started on ANY revision.
someone kill me here.
&one look at jhosy's blog! *swoooons*
so studious can. waha.
my head is just but an empty room
filled with -nothing.
good lucks people.
HAPPYBIRTHDAYDARLING
i wont say who:D
but im gna wait till 12:00 &spam ur hp!
muahahaha. <3you(x
Saturday, September 23, 2006
realised im so idiotly restless for the two days since yest.
IVE DONE MY HW!
IVE DONE ALL REVISION!
IVE GOTTEN WELL!
IVE PRACTICED MY PIANO!
I MISS SCHOOL!
I MISS HOMEWORK!
weilin is allowed to dream on.
hehs.
last night was disastrous.
stupid trip to red hill doctor,
simi health link de.
ahash.
&vommited my dinner straight after that =.=
this is aftermath of going to teh docs.
good way to jian fei sia!
BEEEEEEEEGthankyooooou to;
everyone who wished my luck :D
&those who urged me to go home yest^^
&you who promised you wont let me die.
& last but not least: GUNBOUND(:
fhweeeeeeee.
highest record, 39.6 degrees.
heyhey i can start melting copper (II) sulphate
(x got crystal sommore, not bad eh.
good thing i didnt become a vegetable.
hehheh.
si bu liao you mei you. ==
very worried i wont do well this time,
havent started on the revision
&still slacking away.
im digging my own grave right now.
sheeesh.
due to unforseen circumstances,
i have all the rights not to study ^^
blame it on the fever. HAHA
<3weilin! hasn died:D
Friday, September 22, 2006
throbbing headaches kept me awake,
through the nights of my yesterday,
unsure if i will live on to see my tomorrow,
ill live my life to the fullest on tomorrow's yesterday.
(:39.3 nice number eh.
from 39.0 to 39.3 within less than three hours.
tell me im going to die,
in the next six hours
when my temp goes up to 39.9 :D
ugh i nida take piano exams on monday )x
ill miss the whole wide world out there:D
rmb to rmb me ok (: rmb hor.
so...
this my death wish:D
-ten thousand packets of chips:D
-one ticket each to japan, korea &usa:D
-as much money you can burn me:D
-DONT BE A CHEAPO HOR. i wan real one not paper de:D
this is what brain damage does to your posts,
it gets all oh so cranky,
shut up weilin =.=
geesh i think theres smthing wrong in that eng compre.
why do i even get to score so well.
finally ive got a 71>> A2 for eng.
this is all but tyco-ness\:
toodles people,
weilin's a goner:D
weilin's gone:D
Thursday, September 21, 2006
today. start of eoy.
lets be calm and smile at the gay flowers by the roadside and the oh so sweet sun(:
and- *yells* weilin distrupted your peace ==
if not for the big comforting water bottle i brought to school,
if not for the two blank whiteboards in front of the class,
if not for the C32 on my desk,
i think i would have been pulling lice out of my hair during eng compo.
though iun have lice --.
eng compo, you can say it was disaster.
stupid of me to write alt worlds again.
hold tightly to your dreams(x
&go sleep.
think even buddha's toe kicked me in my ass.
once done badly, twice do again, thrice go die.
&thats what im going to do :D
nah, i wont leave you alone in the world.
chi compo, even more a disaster.
go write about that blabbering nonsensical auntie at ***** ***** library.
\:i slapped myself in my mind after first para.
translated: she has a thin face, long white hair, and a strick expression. she is a librarian, lin auntie.
i yawned after reading it again, yawning right after "thin face"
what a typical starting.
slaps myself in my mind again.
when i hear you out there confident after eoys,
when i hear you out there relieved after eoys,
when i hear you out there smiling after eoys,
my heart drops rock bottom.
HOW CAN IT BE!
>< totally no faith no confidence in myself.
weilin go die.
2:30-5:00 solid slacking in je.
&DONT KNOW WHAT LIBRARIES GIVE THE LITTLE INNOCENT KIDS NOWADAYS!
ten minutes of restless crawling around children's section while waiting for kc to arrive, SHOCKED.
first book i saw:
about: a psycho man who enjoys tortoring his cat.
cover page: a black cat without one eye,
blood splatterings,
coffins.
reflections: for influential kids {LIKEME}, its very bad yknow\:
&its under Junior section! so cheem the words sommore lorh.
kaokaokao.
h.o.m: curiosity {killstheCAT}
reaction: weilin close this book, weilin close this book.
second book i saw:
about: science experiments and wacky ideas.
cover page: science for everyone, ==
a scientist who looks like that 7-eleven brain freeze man.
reflections: WAHLAO FIRST DIAGRAM I SAW : in our daily lives,
o = oxygen. c = carbon. oco = co2 = carbon dioxide.
&under Junior section! -.- i feel degraded.
h.o.m: life LONG learning
reaction: weilin smack your head into that diagram.
kiddos are memorising these stuff &you are still fiddling with cations and anions.
third book i saw:
about: sleepovers.
cover page: sleepovers do-it-yourself!
reflections: finally a nice looking book (: *smiles*
eh but crap lah. kids dont stay over now, they li jia chu zou.
&under Junior section! :Dimma freaking junior.
h.o.m: ehhhhhhhhhhhh.
reaction: (xfirst normal book, not bad not bad.
then. .. . . .. *RINGRING* weilin ar, where you ar?
finally home sweet home.
:Dhey weilin used a transitional verb.
lets all curse her for that.
*no poems today (:
gone all chemmy.
{g}lemmy {o}lemmy {n}lemmy {e}lemmy.
hahahahas-lemmy.
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
today was great.
but iono know why extra bad mood before recess -.-
theeeenks stella again for putting up
with me shutting up for half the day
&going nuts for the rest of the half.
also gave eileen the very attituded voice
cox of some cip disagreements.
DUI BU QI !>< TO EILEEN ONLY
if i wrote a letter to *** ****,
it would have looked like this.
( asteriked to make sure i dont spit at my computer
&go poking a knife into it )
if cip arrangements was anyone's fault i cant see why we putting in so much effort still have to put up with the stupid face of yours. you call the shots and you expect everything to go your way? go and die. dont you expect me going on my knees for you and go crying its all BUT your fault, you freaking attention grabber IDIOT_ what makes you think you are top of the class just because you think you are the best at every thing you can get a grade out of. uoykcuf.
how i wish 2006 end right here.
i can give up anything for a year for not seeing you a day.
you and your ego.
you and your kiasu-ness.
you and your attitude.
you and your RUBBISH.
i swallow my disappointment.
i swallow my words.
i swallow my anger.
but im never going to swallow the hatred.
geesh my expository writing> 18/30
bulge your eyes out on the computer screeeeen. :D
typical weilin.
47/70 for chi compo~
{3wrongwords -3}
fall off your chair. :D
so unlike weilin.
15/20 for gong han.
go commit suicide. :D
NOTweilin!
hahas. ok those above were my marks.
tadah. my eng dropped but chi improved.
hows that (x
!its compo compo tml.
for once i learnt to RELAKKKK(:
theeeenks stella:D &you-
relak-ing does everyone good.
no point trying to swim out of your room
full ofyer cold sweat.
makes you more exhausted`
all teh best people (x
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
&it was you
i could not let go,
neither could i have held on,
&it was you
i could not trust anyone else,
neither could i have followed my heart,
you fluttered away
, flustered.
have i released my clutches too soon?
should i have held on?
you've fluttered away,
but have you fluttered away
out of the boundaries of my world?
_no you havent.
cheerios.
== y'scared me,
first time sucha broken tap,
\:dont cry anymore k.
let time heal the problems.
dont worry debs,
jay chou is still alive><
alltehbest bah?
no matter what,
we<3you debs.
Sunday, September 17, 2006
when everything comes at one time,
like a wave,
you realise you cant manage,
you cannot escape,
& everythings been swept away.
leaving you e m p t y within.
emptyness starts to fill,
till you suffocate and begin to drown.
feel the world starts to cave inside out,
a boat comes along
and disappears.
just an illusion.
you were just an illusion,
just like a passing wave.
_*soba ni ite, aisuru hito
>my past,
www.fullstop-.blogspot.com.
ill not look back,
never.
Saturday, September 16, 2006
have not started on any revision,
any homework,
any project.
ugh tell me im a failure &stuff me with 100ice creams ==
sweet punishment:)
wake up weilin.
i cant even concentrate lah!
attention span also going down.
gr one day my grades will drop to rock bottom.
SPONGEBOBSQUAREPANTS!
okay thats bikini bottom ==
.. ok see? how cartoons terrorize our minds
thus we must and shall and can do something.
persuasive speeches. ugh.
how can one para have three points?!
wake up weilin.
when life's too easy going,
and there isnt any more motivation,
i miss the fast pace.
i thought i did not give a damn,
but i took hsk so seriously,
i shocked myself -- literally.
when im on the verge of losing myself,
subconciously im doing things,
that is - me.
however when i put myself in my -old- shoes,
i find that the shoes are too big,
threatening to trip me with every fatal step.
wake up weilin.
totally, what am i doing?
i myself do not know.
yayness.
hahas had class gathering today:D
fast fooded at the aisle towards the exit
&complete with a ice spitting competition.
gunbound? nah. worse than that.
== cause` target:me.
hahas sorry i had to threaten with the packet of ketchup.
real sorry\:
but we had a fabulous time.
_&weilin {o1}
a noobed poem a day,
so fun so stupid oh so gay ==
wings you provided me,
with hope and love it surround,
&memories we held dear.
but now you left me falling,
with utter agony, pain and fear.
death's just but a beginning,
on the frozen tracks of life i lay,
its all but a nightmare,
a nightmare to stay.
i urged myself just to go with the flow,
i confided to myself the black clouds will go,
i filled myself with emptyness,
i deceived myself i still have you though.
new blog,
decided so very well to ditch the other one.
twenty three (:
23reasons to why this name.
1- its my register number:D
2- its beckham!-pirated
3- iloveit x 20 more times.
23reaons why this skin.
1- i love sheeeeeps. BAH(x
2- my surname. \:duh-
3- iloveit x 20 more times.
23reasons why you must rmb her.
1- cause shes weilin. HAHA& youloveher x 22 more times.
.eh.
tadah:D
_weilin<3