Monday, February 26, 2007
How much effort it puts in,
How many rounds it turns,
Still ending up in the same spot,
The horse on the merry go round might never learn.
:BTime to procrastinate. I DON'T WANT CROSS COUNTRY! It's on monday -.- Kill me someone. To make matters worse, the total distance has been increased from 3.2km to 3.7km. 0.5KM MORE OF THIS SHIT. D:Imagine the excruciating pain, 9876545683212amount of pain per one footstep (I dno the units for that -.-). "That's one small step for Weilin, one giant increase of pain". And it increases with compound interest):.
Everything's been going smoothly though I have realised I am growing slacker by the day:]. Tests, just read through the notes once. Presentation, depend on 'luk' and instantaneous speed at which brain cells are working. Lessons preparation, aaaack just stone and try to look like a smartass.
Work hard to be noticed, to be in the limelight,
Slot your guts out grabbing all in your sight.
Eventually succumbing to age,
Bow graciously and exit life's stage.
YYY
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4:46 AM
Friday, February 23, 2007
Going to JE today to chiong homework and buy BoA's disc ;]
YYY
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9:15 PM
I miss the two A.S.K weeks. So boring yet practically worry free~
Work for the weekends
[x] GSP
[x] Math worksheet
[x] Study for Math test
[x] English letter writing corrections
[x] Study for English test
[x] Physics Assignment
[x] Physics Speech Preparation
[x] READ Physics Writing
[ ] Do science proj report
[x] Study for Chem test
[x] History Assignment
[x] Jian bao
[x] Study for Music test
^~^ of course I wont study for the music test *shhh*.
YYY
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4:05 AM
Thursday, February 22, 2007
Call it shi jie mo ri whatever, I flunked my physics and math. Somehow physics made me think about the exam through and through after everything's gone, because I know I wasn't using my brain throughout the exam :/blank. Zilch, nothing. D:So much of memorising for nothing, all gone down the drain and to nowhere in a 45 minutes test then melting into tears afterthat. Tsk so useless.
For Math I remember putting two triangles having three same angles = SSS test for similarity and I wrote this for another qns: 18-5=16. Imma goner. English was bad, 21/30 sooper low A2. So this is how I started my new year. All tests and assignments, all the horrid results. How did I manage to get into RVHS in the first place.
With each mistake and failure, feeling lousier by the day yet giving herself more and more chances each time, each time urging herself to move forward. When will she finally stop and just give up everything she has achieved and of all the hopes and support everyone gave her?
YYY
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1:19 AM
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
In search of the old me.
The emotions felt tears that flowed doesn't matter to me anymore. It's about a month since it all happened, I should forget it all. Forget you.
YYY
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6:51 AM
Monday, February 19, 2007
Getting school blues D: I never want to go back to school ever again. Well who wants to. I have not done my Chemistry reading assignment and the summary of that reading assignment took me 3 hours straight. I will eat a thousand candy floss if given the choice to choose between that and going to school.
Apart from being tired of school, I don't see the point of doing a reading assignment because:
o1. It increases the depletion rate of brain cells and as you know brain cells once gone are forever gone. Do you want a good reading assignment but in turn brain dead students?!
o2. Being more aware of the current affairs, so what? You want your students to start boycotting our SMRT and Transit SBS buses eh? Go buy a hybrid car each?
-.-Why can't we students have a better life. So probably this is what Integrated Programme is all about, learning more in the expense of student's joy and time. :/And which school gives their students homework and assignments and tests to study for during the CNY? When you preach the importance of being rooted in tradition and knowledge of our Chinese customs I doubted I even had the time to touch an orange through the new year. But one thing is for sure, we students can shou3 sui4 for 365 days per year.
YYY
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7:10 PM
Went back to Yishun the first place I left my footprints since I landed on Earth. Visited the nice Auntie and Uncle who took care of me when I was about 2 years old or so when my parents went to work. So nice of them to collect my baby photos and they even framed one up(:. Aw so sweet.
Then they started saying how fat I was when I was young and how the two sons took care of me, carrying me about-.-'''. On a whole, it was great going back to a old place meeting the same people. The same old place and oh-so-familiar faces. It was just like the 13 odd years instantaneously flashed past. Gone are the good old days where I had a valid reason to forget everything each second skips by and just roll about all day not having to worry about homework. Lol life was so simple then.
YYY
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7:33 AM
Sunday, February 18, 2007
Poor things. People who take biology come to me and start rambling on about the excruciating pain they are going through with the reading assignmentD:. Add oil people(:
YYY
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9:15 PM
I'd rather my parents were like those who passed bans and grounded their children. ):I feel homeworkaholic today and they are bringing me out to have steamboat at my aunt's place when we already ate together yesterday. Zzz. Not really looking forward to collecting ang baos anyway, because I don't get to keep them D:. Or rather, my parents take the ang baos, transfer the money into another red packet and return them T-T'''. Tsk cheapskates.
:/I wanna do my homework!!!!!
):Deprived little kid. Lol.
YYY
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7:03 PM
Saturday, February 17, 2007
This year's new year's so far so good. :D. That is, other than the fact that we have endless assignments, horrifying reports to do and piles of exams round the corner.
I have just gotten myself a very shuai calculator from Mustafa the 24hour heaven (lol!) which helps you convert your inches to yards to meters to feet in a Pico Second :D (10^-12). Cool huh. To top it off, I bought a new first hand nong ruler too:]. (C'mon people practice your transitional verbsX=)
BoA's Made In Twenty is finally in Singapore(: &I am saving my monaaaay~. Ayumi Hamasaki's Black and White version albums are also coming. Ang baos here I come xD.
:DHappy CNY darlings out there!
YYY
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10:48 PM
Wednesday
most probably:
. math test
to do:
. research for module
. science report
Thursday
most probably:
. physics test
. english test
. chinese test
to do:
. research for CID
Friday
to do:
. chem report
YYY
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10:32 PM
Friday, February 16, 2007
Chinese New Year
Yesterday I spent the whole day doing this-->
^^" It's my pencilbox, decorated and refurnished.
:DSay it's nice.
Hm today I went to Stella's house from 10-2:30 and thought of going to Popular to buy Huali's type of calculator, those with convertions of unit but Stella's mum thought Popular would be closedD: so we didn't go in the end.
:/Sigh. My life's been mundane or I've not been paying much attention to stuff around me. There are too many things coming at last minute):. All those detestable testsD:. However proud to say I finally saw light in physics! I used to ponder a nong nong time over ms-1 wondering whats that -1. Haha Weilin was not born to do Physics yknow. Okay, she was born to stone away:].
Happy Chinese New Year people out there
:D
YYY
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11:37 PM
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
How insensitive could you have gotten. Insulting people when you are no better, always passing brainless comments and smiling to yourself, being proud of yourself for your own sick and senseless jokes. Perhaps you really are sick. If it makes you happy to make fun at others jolly well go find someone else to disturb. I've had enough of your crap.
"Can't help it if I'm more pro than you"
C'mon get a life. If marks are to show how good your brain functions, fine so what. Go search your soul young man, if you get your intelligence from proving other's stupidity, it doesn't show much about the superiority of your brain. It just shows how you lack intellect. And please use the word 'noob' sparingly on others. Tsk.
YYY
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5:00 AM
In the morning I went around collecting sweets and chocolates xD Suhweeeet. Happy Valentine's Day people!
D:i got two marks for first history assignment.
Can go suicide liao.
YYY
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2:16 AM
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
Stress out. Straight after CNY these torments Made In RVHS follow.
- Physics Presentation
- English Formal Letter Writing
- Math Test
- Physics Test
- Chinese Zuo Wen
Pouts mulls grumbles wails screams and dies.
D:So this is what CNY is all about.
Oh! Sorry loved ones I have not made the Valentine's gift for all of you. Will try to do by tonight^^".
&Happy Valentine's Day people:D Weilin loves everyone[:
YYY
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3:28 AM
[ Credits to Ling Kee who sent this to me :D ]
What Makes 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%?
Ever wondered about those people who say they are giving more than 100%?
We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give
over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What makes up 100% in life?
Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer
these questions:
If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z
is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26.
Then: H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K
8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98%
and K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E
11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96%
But, A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E
1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100%
And, B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T
2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103%
AND, look how far ass kissing will take you.
A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G
1+19+19+11+9+19+19+9+14+7 = 118%
So, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that while
hard work and Knowledge will get you close, and Attitude will get
you there but it's the Bullshit and Ass kissing that will put you
over the top. No offence about the language that I used, it's a bit harsh.
This is just to tell you not say that you do more than 100%.
YYY
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3:20 AM
Sunday, February 11, 2007
I just bit a small little chunk of meat out from my lip. *Pouts* it hurts): &I am killing my own cells o,o.
YYY
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5:56 AM
Saturday, February 10, 2007
As usual I am going out with Shi Xian to JE library to chiong studies x=.
Nothing special happening to me or my life lately, unless you count having Math test next week as something worth taking note of.
It's no longer "What you want for lunch", now it has become "Going out now?". Since last year's January till now so many things had changed.
My life's getting so boring I keep thinking about stupid stuffs which should have been long forgotten. RAWR.
Kill me, someone.
My life's too dull.
YYY
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7:37 PM
Friday, February 09, 2007
This weekend would be a busy oneD: Sigh off to revise biomeds~
YYY
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4:58 AM
Thursday, February 08, 2007
We should petition someday to have running banned. Due to the following reasons.
- Running too much causing very serious muscle strains
- Consumption of too much water after run due to very serious dehydration
- Blood cells bursting due to too much water
x= All run-ny people will come drag me to the toilet and bash me up now.
YYY
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4:54 AM
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
Bena &Stella take care =D get well soon!
YYY
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5:48 AM
Yup I have changed my blogskin. Hm ignore the underlined smiley faces on top of each post x=. Apologies, Weilin has a weird habit of putting her feelings of the day as the title:]
Gee I am getting really tired from school and all, each day studying till 6+ or at least 3+ for cca days. Everyday I reach home earliest 6 o clock latest 9 o clock =,=. Sheesh I live a lifeless life. To think I was looking forward to studying during the holidays. Now I prefer homework. Or should I say I hate homework and studying-,-.
Oh! The show Apolo was nice, however it's spelt. As Charmaine said after the show, it was more of disturbing than of sad. D:. Then thinking how it is linked to The Pianist, I feel Apolo showed more about people hysteric about Hitler. From The Pianist it showed the more cruel and saddenning part of the Holocaust itself, from mostly a Jew's point of view.
Lately I have been toying with the idea of giving up piano. It's like school work's not enough, I don't even have time to revise! But then again I've climbed half the ladder and if I pass this year, I would get grade 8. However I wouldn't say it's a dilemma cause I've got nothing to do with what I learn. My parents choose what I learn and I have to go with their ideas. ): *Sighs*. I will just have to learn to juggle well:/
(:Found back my interest in learning Abacus and from grade 3 finish up to grade 1 then I can teach people and earn $$!!! $-$. Hahahahas probably this has to wait till the holidays~ (:money money money. Reminds me, I am in need of money):
I close my eyes and count to ten,
but no longer able to imagine or pretend.
Rather, I see physics graphs,
Should I sulk away or just laugh?
My ears during lessons lost the ability to hear.
Memory entry: gateway error,
Not even bothering to understand my fears,
Studies blocked me out of the world.
YYY
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2:01 AM
Tuesday, February 06, 2007
I don't understand physics =,= Shoot me someone and if you please tune me into kidscentral instead.
(:&Happy belated birthday Jhosy!
YYY
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4:09 AM
Saturday, February 03, 2007
I've got one more homework to complete and I'm done. A worksheet from biomedical science module, to check up upon the key discovery and contribution/sifnificance of that discovery to biomedical science. D:I don't see my name! Probably if my name was Albert Weilin or Weilin Einstein my name would be up there.
Ginger project's not going too well. Too many hiccups due to what Shi Xian calls "incompetence" on our part. Thought it over and over. Maybe she's just too right. Everything that we did practically went wrong):. Have we been putting in enough effort? How much of the project have been done by us? Thousands of queries. No one to ask but ourselves. This project seems like a path we laid for ourselves, only to tumble upon the obstacles along the way and fall into the trenches we dug and filled with mistakes. Sorry Mr Ong, maybe we are just not capable of making you proud for at least once.
Hopes pinned up high to the sky levels,
Disappointments and anguish filled the air.
Clouds weep and tear droplets of regret,
For the failures they could never bear.
Raindrops fall with despair and lost hope,
But all they are capable of now is just to stare.
Could it all just end nicely and for once smoothly?
Just hoping the best out of all this.
Tomorrow I am going to chiong three hours of CIP at JE library^^". If I keep this going for each weekend, I need about 8 more weeks to get to Big Hearts Award. :DWhich is just only about 3 months! Haha add oil people:] CIP is fun. *LOLS* (:Oh and Debbie I want my CIP card & don't forget my Habiro! *Tsk*
Dead beat.
YYY
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1:28 AM
Friday, February 02, 2007
Ceased to exist.
Tomorrow's saturday! But I 've decided to study my weekends away. Partly because my system is lagging for god knows how many centuries. Need to keep up with homework and all that has been learnt.
:D
YYY
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4:56 AM
Thursday, February 01, 2007
The same honeyed words.
Totally different feelings.
Now it is a mixture of deep hatred and at the least, envy.
A game that you played which you left me stranded in.
I should learn to forget.
YYY
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6:54 AM
In a sooper dooper hyper mood because I feel workaholic today. The excess storage of energy somehow makes me hypeeeer!:D But gee I dropped 40 odd strands of hair. To think I went to count them. Then those that dropped in the bathroom I decided not to depress myself further.
Tomorrow's letter writing test. Like what is the point can? As if when I grow up I will start writing letters to tell people how I love them before ITS TOO LATE. Then the letter would go like this.
To Stella/Junjun/Mil/Kehrin: (well and those darlings out there)
I love you so much. Like that love has been bottled up in me for god knows how many years so just in case I start going kuku pok and swallowing Copper (II) Sulphate and die, I shall tell you how much I love you people.
Love
Weilin
The fact that I have written this letter gives me a reason to die now. BUT STOOOP! You see there isn't 5 paragraphs, there is grammar error, tone error, no PS and all those incorrigible errors, I can't die yet):.
:] I got full marks for the latest math worksheet! Tsk thick skinned ass hole some one bomb her now. I was rather convinced not to copy anyone work anymore since it is proved that my brain is working perfectly fine. Until Chemistry lesson came along and I copied Yujun's work): Aww.
I'm currently zi bei-ed cause Yu Cheng said Queen Elizabeth is more chio than me. xDhahas.
YYY
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