WEILIN.

Saturday, March 31, 2007

Not in the best of best moods these few days):.
): CCA, hw, assignments, grades, exams, you name it.

Don't feel like talking all of a sudden.

YYY

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8:31 PM

Thursday, March 29, 2007

Surprised how we came up with the CID report. It's 5 pages short though. Some bian tai groups came up with like 15 pages, 8k worth of words. Grossssss or what!

Need loads of practice on Physics, I scored 12/20 for the latest mini quiz -.- shoot me, someone. It's not even an A2 ):!!

:DKristie is out from hosp!!!<3 miss you many many!~

YYY

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6:23 AM

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

It's only when nearing the SYF date that I felt we had a common goal to achieve, that everyone is working towards it, together.

Stepping in as the first,
Will we emerge as the first too?

只剩下六天了，大家一起加油，一起争取属于我们的东西吧。

To learn history is tough. To write history is tougher. (:Fret not, we will attain the glory that belonged to us in the first place.

YYY

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5:33 AM

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

Get well soon Kristie dajie from your fever and flu and what not!(:
Miss you loaaaaaaaaads, percussy needs you):!!

Get well soon darling Stella from your chicken pok(:
Lols if I happen to become spotty I know why.

Get well soon junior Jia Wei from your sore throat(:
Your voice sounds sexy, don't worry. xDGet well soon anyway!

& uhm all in all, get well soon all the people out there who are sick(:

YYY

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5:34 AM

):I'm getting sick of the Mud and Clay drama series. As much as I would have wanted to stick two fingers up and proclaim "World Peace", I just could not swallow everything I see and vouch I would not suffer from an upset stomach. Shoving people down to their knees, to aid your climb up the ladder. Glaring at people who "obstruct" your way, then trying to rub some "talent dust" off them. If that is so, yes it will make you nearer to your finishing line but also nearer to the finishing line of your friendships with the people around you.

Your attitude and ego is equivalent to social suicide. Then again, no one really knows how much you value the "importance" of your goals and targets, probably it is everything to you. So much so as that you have to hurt the people around you.

YYY

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4:16 AM

Sunday, March 25, 2007

Feeling kingdom, queendom, raaaandom.

The squeals and cries of children,
At young ages, death they were to face.
A fate they have not chosen,
Reduced to smoke in the chimneys and gone without a trace.

The cold the hunger the seemingly endless torture,
Of sufferings the victims dared not mutter.
Living for oneself forgetting those once held dear,
Blood is no longer thicker than water.

Read Night.
by Ellie Wiesel.

&in search of every other reason just to see you.

YYY

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5:26 AM

Gee I'm sooper-ly bored. Need something to occupy my mind or I will start thinking about funny stuffs or rather stupid stuffs. Sighs.

YYY

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12:44 AM

Saturday, March 24, 2007

Cut my fringe in the bid of doing something new. Also using pink, the colour, in my new blog skin. Just had the sudde urge to do new stuffs, struggling out from under the heaps of homework. (:Luckily I did all my homework in school on Friday.

Going to the doc's later. :/Prepared to be chided. Haha because I just realised the sty has gone worse, going to get blind :D. -.- Worse thing is that I have to wait about one hour to see the doc because its too crowded thre. So much for forgetting to apply medicine eh. The stupid January's problem): that's a nong nong time ago (you can do the math).

P:One good news, my comp's back in shape xD going to download all my games all over again<3!

YYY

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7:53 PM

Friday, March 23, 2007

I was made to go seven rounds round the track. When I merely exceeded the time limit (15minutes) by 17 seconds for the weekly six round torture. -_-Who in the right mind would bear to see such tortures being carried out upon poor students D:. All in all, running should be banned(x.

Take care Kristie dajie, get well soon! XXOO.

Today there was this meet the parent session and my mother was told how I forgot to pass up my math assignment. Twice. *dig a hole and bury me in!*

Dearest Philemon's my tutee. I'm a failure. Hahas.

YYY

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6:49 AM

Thursday, March 22, 2007

If I wrote a letter to #$%^&*( this would be it.

Dear #$%^&*(

Why on earth did God even make me meet you. You childish, immature, unfeeling, insensitive ass. Leaving the height factor out, I don't see how you stand out from the crowd such that you get to shun your responsibilities and avoid at all possible times work being passed to you. You and your non-chinese crap. Are your ancestors not chinese? Did you not learn chinese in the past 14 years of your life? What is your grudge against chinese, so much so you refuse to speak or write it when the chinese project is being graded. So sorry it's my fault for being in the same group as you.

Even after admitting your chinese handicap, you refuse all help given. WHAT'S YOUR DAMNED PROBLEM?!?! When people offer you help, don't you appreciate it? It is fine to refuse help but after refusing help then you know you can't cope. What next? Wait for heavens to write you a report in your place? Did you not listen to what the teacher wanted for our report? Did you even bother to listen to others and step out of your miserable world? What else does your world revolve around other than maple and more maple? In the very end, it is not my request how your report should turn out, much less of teacher's request. It's more of reflecting what type of person you are and I finally realised no one can change your indifferent attitude. So sorry not even you can help yourself anymore.

After letting yourself down, please do not let the human race down. With your attitude and of other supposedly skills you have, I believe you belong to a better race, a better race of your own. One of the basic requirement of your race, of appreciating your language you clearly overshot the expectations. Since you condemned the language and believe so persistently that you cannot speak or read or write the language, much less master it, I believe you belong to a better race, don't you. So sorry I am not up to your standard to belong to the same race as you.

Laughter is the best medicine, no doubt. However I don't see the difference in you and someone in the asylum because no one in the right mind laughs for no reason, unless following the crowd. As for your case, your crowd might consist of you, you, you, you, you and you. Sorry again, I overlooked that point.

Yes I can keep apologising to you, but if you wish the entire world to keep giving in to you, perhaps you should stay in the world of yours and never come out.

Jolly well go lock yourself up in your room and laugh to yourself and die in there of hunger, if not laughter. Since you don't care, I don't see why I should. You should shoot yourself dead to lessen other people's misery of having to work or talk to you, to lessen your parent's burden of having to take care of a child who is not grateful for his past, to lessen the number of people on Earth to create more space. Or should I say, your presence actually makes no difference to me, perhaps also to anyone out there.

Sorry to all readers that I had to waste space on my blog to write a letter. I just felt the need to create a better definition of what is wasting space on Earth.

YYY

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4:51 AM

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

Learning to love music.
Learning to enjoy performing on stage.
:DHoping we will not let RV down, we will get back what is ours in the first place. Getting back what rightfully is ours. Getting the Gold with Honours. The going will get tough but we will work hard together(: Just 18 more days, we can do it!

Latest fetish:
drawing on floor tiles.

YYY

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5:09 AM

Saturday, March 17, 2007

Have not done English speech! Funny how I rather procrastinate than getting started on it. Lols.

TSK young man look into the mirror for goodness sake, what gives you the right to criticise others. Come on, not as if I want to see you too at the CIP right? Not as if the whole world revolves around you and you alone. -.- Why am I wasting space here trying to complain about you. Arghs.

YYY

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8:04 PM

Thursday, March 15, 2007

Sudden urge to do loads of things. I'm becoming more and more weird by the day. :/Don't know why, don't ask me. Fetish for green and brown to skirts and earrings. What's next?

?randomness
Do you hear my child, the whimpers,
With each swing of the cruel arm,
The pillars of nature fall ,one after another.

Do you smell my child, the blessings,
Blossoming out of each stone creek,
The little buds gone, once denoting spring.

Do you feel my child, the rays,
Without fail spreading warmth upon Earth,
Cloud shrouds now towering over, blocking away.

Do you taste my child, the bitterness,
Speak not a word of death's arrival,
With each bite drop a tear, growing fears.

Do you see my child, the cruelty,
Life's tracks always end at dead ends,
The sealed fate of each life, accept graciously.

YYY

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10:52 PM

If this computer was a test of my patience, I would have failed it. D:Say, very irritated. I think computers and apparently all electronic devices bear grudges against me for god knows what reason. The old computer of mine just konked out in the start of the March holidays. Tsk talk about bad luck. Then realising only now I have this computer to use, this computer takes AGES to just load a webpage. Back to the primitive times, it seems.

3E class outing wasn't all that fantastic because of the heavy rain which ruined everything. Glad to say my mood wasn't dampened:D totally high throughout the night and started to speak in that chinese accent, influenced by Dabi &Peggy. We spent most of the time at the start at Rita's house, much to my surprise Mr Ong was thre(:. After the rain stopped we decided to go down to try to BBQ :/ and the only thing I ate was the cake that Mr Ong sponsored for the January, February and March babies. Then Eugeen's dad gave me a ride home ^^ because my dad decided to leave me on the streets. Naw just kidding.

Went to Border's to buy books. :DBought The Wave and The Memory Keeper's daughter. Devoured The Wave in hours and the other book, seems to thick for me to chiong so I decided to only start reading it after all my homework is done.

Speaking about homework, I have english speech to prepare and math constellation star too.

Today is 2B class outing day. :DHoorays at least 16 people turned up. Not bad already ok, having in mind that everyone else have their own little private stuffs. Well Eileen and I met at supposedly 2pm to buy Pei Xian's present and at the same time found out that Pei Xian suddenly had something on and cannot make it for the meeting at 3:30. At 3:30 part-there-of of 2B went to watch Blood and Chocolate, which the guys claim as Bloody Chocolate. Thought it was going to be well, bloody and really scary, it turned out fine. Just a little show revolving around werewolves and more werewolves.

Last CO practice RVCO went to SCH (Singapore Conference Hall). It is soooooper cold D: but was too worried about the whole rehearsal to even bother to complain. Before that Bena and well all the percussion members were telling ghost storiesD:. Better not say them. Hm I better go memorise my scores more thoroughly lest I forget them on the actual day and well practice more. :/Will try harder to make more actions *throws my face away*.

Loads of things to talk about. But uhm off I go to slack :Dbyebye

YYY

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7:30 AM

Saturday, March 10, 2007

words of the day
A psycho path and a mental nut = psycho nut :D

):The science fair thing was horrid, being totally owned by Hua Chong. -.-First three places = Hua Chong. Sorry Mr OngD: we've let you down.

homework of the week
[ ] eng oral presentation

[ ] math assignment (stars)
[ ] math prelim questions
[ ] math optional worksheet

[ ] pack physics file
[x] physics worksheet 2
[ ] physics reading article
[ ] physics reading article

[ ] study chemistry
[ ] chemistry assignment

[ ] study history
[x] history assignment

[ ] study biomeds

[ ] do cid

[x] write zoo reflection

YYY

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4:51 AM

Thursday, March 08, 2007

This is going to be the official declaration of my deep hatred for Biology. Taking Biomedicals module is more like that of a chore than of a liking :/ wonder what made me take Biomedicals. Thank god I had the brains not to take Biology. -.-No offence though to those who took Biology, compared to you people I just do not have that much memory space to squander away.

*Grumbles and pouts* now I have to start cramming information about cell structure and cell division into my puny brainD:. So this is another motivation for me to go into my all-triple-science-taking class and proclaim the goodness of taking Physics and Chemistry only. *Beams* :D

P:Had a horrid time trying to bring my books back. Number one, I do not own a locker in the school, which school in the right mind will charge their students for the lockers? Number two, I left my files and well the newspapers and magazines, too lazy to bring them home. Gahs.

Tomorrow is friday! Hallelujah, the March hols are coming. (:While everyone is doing productive work, I will read comics, play, play, play and play. Only Sunday is reserved for chiong-ing hw. :DAhh I'm such a genius. Naw just kidding:/ don't have the luxury of time.

Looking forward to threeE and o.5B class outings or rather gatherings. Miss &love o.5B people many many(:, hen duo hen duo.

As the sun sets and disappears,
Hold her hand and wipe her tears.
Allow the stars in the night sky to sing,
And let love fill the air with its ring.

YYY

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7:02 AM

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EUGEEN DARLING!
Wheee. Three things to be joyous about.
1\ Eugeen's birthday (sry yoojun didn get your pressie on time)
2\ Ponned biomeds :D one day off for biology! (went to HC for proj thingy)
3\ March hols are coming(x

Loads of stuffs to do on March hols, think I will be using the time to try to catch up with my module and homework:/. &of course, sleep more:D

Weird, how shocked I was to hear that word once again. Thinking it through, I need to stop running away from reality. Probably I have gotten over it, yet maybe not. Coincidence or fate's sheer mockery. With each step I take forward, I turn my head behind to catch a glance. The once messy life of mine, the feelings I once gave out and was given away, or it's just you? Of what, I still do not know.

YYY

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4:48 AM

Saturday, March 03, 2007

Conclusion for today's CO practice.

o1/Play with your smile, or pay with your dollar
follow ideas of the teachers and appear happy like farmers keeping their crops, dollars to be collected by supposedly Debbie. (applies for percussionists only)

o2/Pants are to be worn at waists, works better at the chest
why do teenagers wear their pants at their hips? *gives a horrified look*. pants are supposed to hide your belly button darling.

o3/AHH your socks is being stepped by me
when even a non-ankle sock depresses a teacher because of its astonishing and unaccepted long length. student blamed for wearing uncomfortable socks beneath the uncomfortable shoes.

o4/Measures to slack: look and stare and walk away
try your best to look like a puffed up meat ball, and when you see your dear seniors need help in carrying the instruments, just roll away.

When daily happenings start to destroy all my nerves (points o2 - o4) and start getting on my last nerve. Bye for now.

YYY

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4:06 AM

Thursday, March 01, 2007

I'll be missing for quite a long time, nth to post abt &I don't get $$ for this crap:D.

Update on marks
20/40 -- phy test
22.5/30 -- chem test
45/50 -- math test
21/30 -- eng compo
51/70 -- chi compo

Latest Events
This sunday, CID meeting =.='''
Next monday, X Country):
Next thursday, Eugeen's Bday:D

_weilin!

YYY

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